'I guess I could be pretty pissed off about what happened to me… but it's hard to stay mad, when there's so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst… …and then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain and I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life… You have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm sure. But don't worry….You will someday. '

My favourite film quote…….from American Beauty


The quote from American Beauty at the top of this page is much like how I feel now!

“As you look deeply into your own awareness, and relax the self-contraction, and dissolve into the empty ground of your own primordial experience, the simple feeling of Being-right now, right here-is it not obvious all at once? Were you not present from the start? Did you not have a hand to play in all that was to follow? Did not the dream itself begin when you got bored with being God? Was it not fun to get lost in the productions of your own wondrous imagination, and pretend it all was other? Did you not write this book, and countless others like it, simply to remind you who you are?”
Ken Wilbur

I am a big film fan, and here are some sites you might find useful. 

 

http://www.ymdb.com/index_ukuk.html

http://www.allmovie.com/

http://www.uk.imdb.com/

http://ofcs.rottentomatoes.com/pages/pr/1990overlooked

http://www.dailyscript.com/movie.html

http://www.boxofficemojo.com/

http://www.theyshootpictures.com/gf1000_year2000s.htm

http://www.metacritic.com/film/

http://www.spiritualcinemacircle.com/Public/Welcome/index.cfm?af=35

The enlightened consciousness is rooted in the unmanifested, and ultimately is one with it. It knows itself to be that. One could almost say it is the unmanifested looking out. Even with a simple thing like visually perceiving a form-a flower or a tree-if you are perceiving it in a state of great alertness and deep stillness, free of past and future, then at that moment already it is the unmanifested. You are not a person anymore at that moment. The unmanifested is perceiving itself in form. And there is always a sense of goodness in that perception.

Eckhart Tolle